Season Finale
All in all, I'm sooooooo happy I was blessed to have the opportunity to live with seven great people. Though you saw us all bicker and argue, we have love for each other that no one else will understand, simply because we went through this process together. I thank each and every person who has watched our show and kept up with my blog. It’s been a blessing to share my experiences with people all over the world.

Entry No. 14
Lastly, JT and Willie want to put on a sketch comedy show for our school. Sadly, they inform Krystal and me that they don't want us to be a part of planning the show due to the fact they thought we would taunt the auditioners. Punk @$$ excuse if you ask me!!!!!!!!! Just when I try to step to the plate and offer some support to my roommates for a project, they act funnystyle. Anyway, Willie and JT continue with their pursuit. Unfortunately, their audition high hopes were quickly brought down to planet Earth when no one showed for the auditions. My grandma used to always say, "God don't like ugly!"

Entry No. 13
Following the hunt, I decided to go out for a really nice dinner for my birthday. Seeing that I could not be around any of my family or friends from home, I decided to invite someone who I knew genuinely cared about me....my girl Krystal. Not only had she supported me throughout everything going on in the house, but she shared her winnings with me from the scavenger hunt as well. On my birthday, I refused to be around anybody fake.

Entry No. 12
JT and Krystal were at each other’s throats again. Due to the frustration the guys had with Krystal and me hiding food, Willie decides to piss Krystal off and place her alarm clock under her bed to go off really early in the morning! Krystal didn't let it bother her, though. She simply let it keep going off and went back to sleep. In the morning, Krystal wakes up to find some of her clothes missing. She instantly pins JT for it, and takes and hides his watch. Now, unless I'm ready to fight, I'm not going to touch somebody else's stuff. Although Krystal's my ace, I felt like she might have taken it a bit far by taking his stuff. As you would guess, the games kept going! JT grabs one of Krystal's most prized possessions, her MAC makeup box, and bangs it all up! Following that, he took it upon himself to discard her shadows, lip glosses and tons of other stuff in the garbage.

Entry No. 11
When I went down, so did our friendship. [JT] said stuff to me that I would never forget. My dude even wanted to quote scriptures as if he were a fallen prophet, and I was trying to persecute him! Idesha also decides to join the fun as if she thought I wouldn’t say what I was saying to her face. I had nothing against Idesha. I just thought it was mickey to let a dude call you every name in the book then sleep next to him. After all, those words were exchanged; it was very evident to me that I was cool on JT. Dude is dead to me, for real...

Entry No. 10
What the show also hasn’t been showing is the growth of both JT and I in regards to our friendship. It comes off like I’m simply pursuing JT because of the whole segregation crap. Not the case. Me and dude had mad talks about everyone in the house as well as personal stuff about his fam and his girl. The level-headed and laid back chica you’ve grown to know is still here. There’s only one Idesha in the house. Don’t get it TWISTED!!!!!!

Entry No. 9
I thought Vanessa should go home off the bat – not because Krystal's my chica but because Vanessa was clearly the one who hit Krystal first. All I keep thinking about is what would the house be like without Krystal. Now, granted she bitches, moans and complains 24/7, but Krystal's also a good listener, a sweet person and someone whom I've grown the closest to in the house. I knew if she left, I'd be so mad.

Entry No. 8
What they didn't show was that after they came in, very loudly, Idesha was talking about the L.A. kids and JT. We all overheard her, but JT was the one to acknowledge her comments and start an argument. Due to the tension in the house, constant arguing and an overall disrespect for both cultures, a fight broke out between Krystal and Vanessa. At the time of the actual fight Chicky and I had stepped outside to talk while everyone else was still arguing. We didn't realize the fight happened until we heard screaming. I ran inside and saw Vanessa bloody. I rushed to Krystal, who was being pinned down by Vanessa's friend. It was crazy. Totally crazy.

Entry No. 7
As a result of some of Krystal’s light complaining and her annoyance to the house prior, I guess Vanessa got tight and had to vent about Krystal. She chose to write a little hot 16 about my girl Krystal. HAHAHAHA!!!!! Let me tell y’all; this broad was talking about bones in the graveyard, digging up ditches for bodies, and all kind of s%&#! I couldn’t help but laugh. Although it seemed to hurt Krystal’s feelings, it didn’t stop Vanessa from sharing her new rhymes with everyone in the house. At the time, I was just hoping they would stay out of one another’s way, because it seemed like their situation was going from bad to worse.

Entry No. 6
Finally a peaceful moment in the house when the College Hill Missionary Baptist Revival Throwback Gospel Getdown Midtown Church was in full effect! HAHAHA!! On a serious note though, our church service is one of my most memorable moments on the show. We all had a chance to see each other behind the tough-guy acts. Though it didn’t really show on this episode, I did share that I was thankful to God for bestowing continuous blessings on my life. Without His hand on my life, who knows where I would or wouldn’t be.

Entry No. 5
On our way to Coki Beach, Krystal’s listening to her MP3 but happens to be doing a little more than just listening. What they didn’t show is that, earlier, as the housemates were getting ready for the beach, Krystal was loudly singing in the house, and we asked if she could stop because it was making our heads hurt. Of course, she got defensive again. So, apparently, as payback – and to really get under everyone’s skin – she subjected us to the luxurious sounds of Pharrell and his newest artist Squeaky K. The drive seemed like an eternity. We finally reached Coki Beach and hopped out as if all the windows were rolled up and 20 bees were inside.

Entry No. 4
As the days are going by, more and more of everyone's flaws are being displayed. Let's start with my girl Krystal. The chick is from the OC, but woofs like she's from Watts! After seeing her get her card declined, one might say that I would have started dying laughing, but because I got a soft spot in my heart for Krystal, I chose not to. Although it was kind of suspect that she talks so much about Prada this and Gucci that but couldn’t have a $30 purchase approved. :-) Vanessa, Krystal and I also attempted to go to the nail shop to stay fly, but that trip didn’t work in Krystal's favor either. Due to the balance in her account, she had to say pass on the nail fixer-uppers ... As Vanessa and I were in the salon chairs sipping champagne, watching flat screens and looking at the hottest fashions in magazines, my girl Krystal was outside on the curb waiting. Although I felt for Krystal, I did feel that she should do a better job of humbling herself when it came to her money and other material things. Had Krystal done that, then she might have gained more sympathy with the housemates and everyone else who’s watching regarding her financial situation.


Entry No. 3
Willie is feeling the hell out of Vanessa. My boy even said he was crazy about the arch in her foot! As for JT, I guess the pressure of knowing his girl was mad at him didn’t bother him that much. If it did, I would assume he wouldn’t be letting Ms. Idesha sneak in his bed in the middle of the night! As for me, I think Andres is so adorable. The first thing I notice on a guy is his shoes, swagger, and smile. If he’s got the smile, though, 9/10, he’s got me. In this case, Dre has one of the cutest smiles I’ve ever seen. I know he has a girl, but I’ll let you all know – just like I let him know – there are only three types of men who are off limits to me: those who are married, engaged, or those who have kids with other women. Besides, there isn’t that much persuading I have to do. It’s all in the SSWWWAAGGGG!!!!!!!!!

Entry No. 2

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!! Just like any student at a new school, whether you’re 12 or 21, having all the focus on you is a headache to say the least. Although, I anticipated harsh words and dirty looks, I walked through the classroom door, sat down and nobody said a word. They treated me just like one of them, a student. Following my first day of classes, I was much more at ease about my upcoming school year. It helped me to know that although African Americans and Afro-Caribbean’s are assimilated with two different cultures, there’s still one common aspect ...we are each other’s mirror.


Entry No. 1

So what happens when you put four guys and four girls together in a room with limitless amounts of alcohol? The inevitable happens...TRUTH or DARE! I can say with the utmost confidence that, this game of Truth or Dare was the craziest one I had ever participated in. And when I say people from the islands go hard with the liquor, they go hharrrrddddddd!!!! Chicky was tossing drinks back like water, while Idesha had the tolerance of an old-ass man named Rufus. While Idesha was getting buzzed off the alcohol and whispering in JT’s ear, I dared Willie to let Idesha sit on his face. Krystal was challenged to a dare by Vanessa. Krystal did not want to do it. But the “College Hill” season four rules we created stated that when it comes to Truth or Dare, you only have so many times to pull the Truth card. After you max out, you MUST do the Dare. If the person still does not want to do the dare, they must do the ultimate dare, which was jumping in the pool naked. Who knew baby girl from Orange County would have the balls to jump in a pool naked??? It won’t be the last time Krystal shocks the roomies in the house. Once the game was winding down, Krystal came downstairs and grabbed me to go upstairs like something crazy was happening. When we get up there, JT and Idesha were kissing against the wall! And I’m not talking about no “Saved by the Bell” kiss. I’m talking ass grabbing, tongue twirling, and grinding. After seeing all that madness, I knew instantly that the next couple of months here were going to be CRAZY.